SILENCE by AGENT KAY
today once again i felt my silence come nad sit beside me... no today i am not unhappy but in peace.in absolute peace i lay.still there is a wave somewhere which disturbs my heart at some corner telling me that a big storm awaits....i remember talking about the silence after these so called storm, as i term it.the silence, that provokes one's mind with the memories of the past. that deadly silence is cruel.but not as much as the silence which brings about the splintering thoughts of future that makes one shudder.changing circumstances in ones life can create a monotonous space.it isn't easy, i agree, to accept and compromise on past,things which have already inflicted their injury upon us.but isn't it more terrible a fact to compromise on the forthcoming miseries..it is like the fate of a leaf which is half brown and half green. he sees his companions, the brown leaves, fall from their branches and mingle in the brown earth.how hard would it be for the leaf to acept the fact that one day he would too have to meet the same end.silence, that burns one from inside with the very thought of the known. yet to come to future is what i speak of today.it is restless, excited and active unlike the silence which proceeds these disasterous nerverecking events, which in contrast are fatigued, inactive and deadly...this silence is not dead. it is full of life. it is restless.restless in want of making a change in order to avoid the future. to avoid the inevitable future.the proceeding silence has born all its consequences, it knows its own nature and what harm it can cause. but the preceeding silence is in opposition and is much more cruel to what the first has been.circumstances, as one knows cannot be changed.but the silence, restless enough to make a change can sometimes drastically affect the life of the one bearing this prolonged silence.it can change you. it can make you insane.mindless.today again i feel my silence come and sit beside me.it has made the dead alive. the peace restless.transformed the unactive dullness of my life to an active and exciting voice of pain..my heart today shrinks in its own thoughts and of the fear of the forthcoming happenings...the nerve recking future...it fears how they would affect its previously affected wavelengths.how deadly and dangerous can circumstance prove to be to an already dead soul. but that consolation could not be given today as silence has brought in dead the waves of life, but those of pain greater than any other.i am not unhappy today, i'm just restles to bring about a change, somehow.so as to stop those waves of life to escape the boundaries of my heart once again...
[ AGENT KAY ]
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